b u k o p i e r e p u b l i c

2006-04-29T10:02:00.000+08:00

for pictures and probably a blog entry or two, visit bobbing for lemons.

2006-04-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

i am thankfull for everything that happened im never going to forget them. i wish there would be a whole lot of other memories but sadly you have to go. you definately made the cold mountains of UPLB warmer and college that much more memorable.

for the library study/eating sessions. for the afternoon naps. for the movies and plays. for the long walks. for the drinks. for the laughter and the tears. for the lunches and dinners. for all of these and so much more, i thank you.

we will miss you!

Come on, oh my star is fading And I see no chance of release. I know I'm dead on the surface But I am screaming underneath _coldplay

boredome strikes again

2006-03-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

i was bored so i drew this. theres something about drinking only two bottles of beer that keeps you awake. weird eh.

calculus-jose rizal style

2006-03-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

last friday, we took the math36 exam--jose rizal style.

tumatagaktak ang pawis ko. dalawang oras na ako nagsasagot ng mga anti-differentiation at kumukuha area ng isang plane region at hindi parin nagkakaroon ng ilaw sa buong up campus. ang kandila ko ay unti unting nauubos. ang hirap komupya.

ok enough with that. haha. leave it to UPLB to give you a candlelight calculus exam. the math was hard enough and taking it without lights made my hopes of getting a high grade
(if i even pass at all) a dream.

on the lighter side, this week i have 6 exams and a couple of papers due. its not that many if you think about it--not. haha. im actually enjoying this studying-while-sober-thing. mas naiintindihan ko yung lessons eh. haha.

anyhow, i'll go. and. study!

overworked and underpaid but satisfied

2006-03-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

its exam season again and my brain is now working overdrive. im surprised that i even have time to start blogging again with all the papers and exams blah. right now, im joggling between writing 8 papers for my humanities 1, studying for the dreaded math36 (math 100 to you diliman peeps) prefinal exam and writing this entry. so i ask myself again, why am i keeping myself from the enjoyment of studying by typing this post.i guess there are some questions in life that just cant be answered.

2006-03-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

We just laid there, the sheets embracing our tired bodies. I look down and I see her with her arms wrapped tight around me. I watch her breath, ever so softly, like a baby. Every silent second that passed was perfect, if there is such a thing. If only I could hold her forever, I would.

At nights when I am alone, I think of the times we’ve spent together. How could something this special feel so wrong? I was torn by my guilt and I imagine if she feels the same way.

When we walk around, I hold her hand and at the very moment that my hand touches hers, time stops. Our fingers slowly lock and I look into her eyes. There was no need for words because our stares said everything

On rainy afternoons, we would run around without our umbrellas allowing the rain to wash of all our worries. We faced every drop with joy and laughter. It all started under the pouring rain and in the same way, the rain ended it all.

We stand under the stars looking up to all our dreams. Under the sparkling gems we enjoyed every moment we spent together. The tress that circled us told the stories of people that lived before us.

When everything was said and done, I have no complaints. Everything was special and it always will be.

In the end, no matter how much I try to deny it, love remains, ever present, always growing, never said.

i just had to write it down. im glad thats over.

2006-01-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

its baaack.

i'll post more soon.

in between classes

2005-11-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Your Daddy Is Arnold Schwarzenegger

What You Call Him: Pops
Why You Love Him: He takes you to Disneyland

Who's" Your Daddy?

Your Summer Ride is a Mini Cooper

You are all about unique, one of a kind adventures.The only thing predictable about your summer is that it's unpredictable!

What's" Your Summer Ride?

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

You Are an Appletini

Most of the time, you're a typical party girl / guy.But when you get super sauced, you really up your sex appeal.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

funny stuff

2005-11-19T18:16:00.000+08:00

i lost my phone and i need your numbers! can you text me at 09063641510 para i can update my phonebook?

thanks in advance

2005-10-25T09:41:00.000+08:00

i shall return

i shall return

i shall return
i shall return
i shall return
i shall return

2005-08-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

i cant study in my house anymore. i think im starting to get used to it up there, way up there where the trees are plenty, the air is cool, the sun is hot and the food is cheap. oh my..

bean hub (its a coffee shop in LB) is the place where i study most of the time since my friend and i had a deal not to eat at any fast food places. with 1 week down, i dont know how long we would last without the fries, ice cream and pies.

i dont know why im typing an entry when posting a picture is easier but since i have'nt transfered the pictures from last week from my phone, you guys just have to wait.

masyado akong tamad para mag type ng mahabang entry.

it's just wrong. or is it?

carla's birthday bash.

2005-08-21T10:10:00.000+08:00

not in the pictures:
denise, jp and nica who were drinking in the bar with kiko, the tarugo actor.
nadine who was silently sitting beside me thinking of her math11 midterms.

landmarks

2005-08-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

oblation

carabao park

kwek-kwek tower

the lumot na may pond

on my way to where the air is sweet

she's already taken

2005-08-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

is there no light in your heart for me? you've closed your eyes you no longer see.

closet kings

this time could mean goodbye

2005-08-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

vega

bodega

buildings

2005-08-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

old house

math building

baker hall

student union

men's dorm

she

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she is studying

what she is studying

random people

2005-08-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

cobi brushing his teeth in the dorm lobby while talking to the guard

nike and lala

a girl

carla studying

green gin

2005-08-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

afternoon drinksand then some

2005-08-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

couples part 2

2005-08-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

last night

2005-08-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

stairway to heaven

this margarita is for you

"wow! the lights!"

2005-08-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

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pampatanggal ng stress.

2005-07-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

suddenly, you seem so right

2005-07-24T09:22:00.000+08:00

up, down, turn around please dont let me hit the ground tonight i think i'll walk alone find myself as i go home...

postsecret.blogspot.com

2005-07-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

rainy days

2005-07-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

my krib

2005-07-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

44++ rooms.
6 baths.
3 floors.
1 basketball court.

my dorm

my labby

my kanteen

my home tsiyeter

my kompyuter room

my istady room

my kwarto

my banyo

my kort

my tsikots

2005-07-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

right now, you should be studying like me.

2005-06-29T11:20:00.000+08:00

so its paquito and juanita again on the steps of freedom park. thats not really their names, but its cute right? he wants to hold her hand but he cant because she's eating. she wants to put her arms around him but she cant because hes to far away.

kakatapos lang nila kumain ng mais. siguro marami pa silang tinga. diba ganun yun? kaya siguro hindi sila makapag halikan kasi ayaw na nila kumain ng mais.

the grass is so green. the weather is great. in a few minutes, the moon will rise. there wont be any firworks but its ok. everything is perfect.

the park is filled with people. theyre singing, dancing, playing, eating, reading and even studying. most of them are cuddling. there are couples everywhere. most of them boy-girl. thank god.

its 6:30. its time to go. where having dinner in the square.

magkahawak ang ating kamay na walang kamalay malay na tinuruan mo ang puso ko na umibig ng tunay

freedom park

2005-06-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

kung meron kayong sunken garden, meron naman kaming freedom park.

yan ang puno na palagi naming tinatambayan. malamig diyan at mahangin pa. mapagkakatiwalaan ang yan dahil kahit daano kainit, palaging may masisilungan. marami ding tumatambay dito pero kami lang yung palaging nakaup sa malalaking roots niya. kung nauuhaw ka, may mabibilan ka ng mineral water at C2 at buko juice dahil marami ding vendors na tumatambay sa ilalim ng puno na to. ano pang hahanapin mo diba?

napaka ganda ng puno namin no? lalo na pag full moon. nakaka-inlab.

punta na kayo dito at makitambay samin. masaya yun!

sangkaeLBihan

2005-06-28T10:07:00.000+08:00

ayan si oble. simple lang siya.

sa likod ni oble, kung saan nakaharap yung pwet niya, ay ang humanities building. diyan ako pumupunta pag my psychology1 at english 1 class ako.

sa kanang kamay ni oble namana ay ang NCas (for those who are not in the know, its te new humanities bulding) na 3-4 years in the making. hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa siysa tapos. wala pala akong klase sa building na to pero diyan kami nag orientation.

sa kaliwang kamay ni oble ay ang PSci. diyan naman ako pumupunta pag may klase ako sa IT1.

ang PE ko naman ay ginagawa sa baker hall. pag sasakay ka ng dyip, sabihin mo kay manong driber na sa beyker ka pupunta. eto yung building na sinasabi nila na may moo-moo dahil kulungan daw rto noong panahon ng mga hapon. freaky freaky.

ay, nakalimutan ko pala. pag sasakay ka ng dyip, dapat maghintay ka sa yellow painted gutters. napaka sosya namin no? hindi uso dito ang waiting stand. at wala ng ikot at toki! sabihin mo lang kay manong driber at ibababa ka na niya sa building mo maliban nalang kung pupunta ka sa IRRI or sa forestry dahi medyo malayo na yun.

ang math building ang pinaka mahirap hanapin na building nung inaaam ko yung mga buildings ko bago magsimula ang klase. haos lahat ng tinanongan ko nun hindi alam or ayaw lang taaga nila tumulong. nang tumagal tagal nalang ako ay nalaman ko pala na pag pupunta ka sa math building, sasabihin mo kay manong driber, "sa old rural po" o kaya naman ay "sa chapel nga." dahil lumang Highschool pala ng LB ang aming math building. syempre we have concern for mother earth. dapat nag rerecycle diba?

yan ang ginagalawan ng aking mundo dito sa yufieLBi.

2005-06-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

watch out for the talahib, it might eat you.

2005-06-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

all my bags are packed and imready to go... i just had to put that there.

checklist:

1 matress
2 pillows
toiletries
timba and tabo
beddings
1 chair
clothes
shoes
electric fan

the next post you'd be reading will be from the forrests of Los Banos.

im all set!

the interview

2005-06-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ (uh, blog) with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

Mich asked me:
1. Excluding parents and barkada, who will you miss most when you get your ass shipped to LB? :D
i'll most likely miss the people i always spend time with and the people i spend most my time with are my parents and my barkada so this is a very tricky question.
i'll miss my teammates, jeff, gil and jv to be exact. these are the guys who know all my kagaguhans and most of the time are even part of it. my last year in school would not have been as great as it was if not for these guys.
i'll miss anna. there are days na i wonder why we dont talk anymore and me going away wouldnt help at all. it was fun with her eh. puro bolahan at lokohan. sayang.
i'll miss sila jake, jo ann, martin, lei, kurt, joey, and you syempre. you guys are a big big part of me. wala nang mga late night talks with jake. haha
i'll miss claude din pala. though were not really that close, na put on hold ang aming sunken garden date.

2. What do you wish you could've asked who when we were in Caliraya?
do you love me? im kidding. nothing really. you told me a lot na naman eh. i just said back then na i didnt want to ask you kasi baka may matanong akong ayaw mo malaman ng ibang tao.

3. Sino pinaka-niloolook forward mo ma-Boy Abunda (read: interview) sa youth?
nic, micah and brian. micah kasi eh, following in her ate's footsteps. hehe. oh, and grace, doug and josh would be nice too.

4. When do you WANT to have a girlfriend? Hindi age, ha. When do you think you'll be 'ready'?
i'll be ready to have a girlfriend when i know for myself that i can commit to a serious relationship. right now, i still cant make the sacrifice that comes with having a girlfriend. the day will come and i look forward to it. as for now, im single and im loving it.

5. Sino sa mga tween youth girls and gusto mong i-cradle snatch? Hehe
ooooh. i'd say Gab. haha

family, friends and laguna.

2005-06-07T10:02:00.000+08:00

ive got everything i need from clothes to beddings to a timba and tabo. i reopened my bank account and got a sun sim as well. i, more or less, calculated how much im going to spend for food and its hard pala to budget your allowance when your not eating your meals at home. im all set. or am i?

since i was a kid, my parents have always made it a point to spend time with me. when i was in O.B., my dad would pick me up from school and we'd all eat our lunch together. when i graduated into highschool and school started to end in the afternoon, they still made it a point that we had dinner together. in those family dinners, id tell them stories about my classmates, teachers and girls. haha. of course i dont tell them everything.

in a couple of days i'll be moving out of my room. i wont be sleeping in my own bed. i wont be taking a heated showere in the mornings.i wont have a tv and a phone with me. i havent given it much thought but i guess im going to miss my parents the most. ive spent almost everyday of my life with them and its going to be really different without them.

ive been going out with a lot of friends for the past week. ive been to dates and gimmicks and parties. there were out of towns and sleepovers. ive been to places i never new existed and to the usual tambayans. this summer has been great and expensive. haha.

some of my friends are telling me to throw a "thing" before i leave. i told them ill just be moving to los banos so and id still be going out with you on weekends, if i can, so theres really no need to throw a farewell party... unless you suprise me with one. hint hint.

in a couple of days, classes are going to start and for others, it already started. were going to have a new set of friends. were going to have our own little worlds. its sad to think that for the next year (at least) im not going to part of yours.

change of plans, i might move to los banos on monday instead of tuesday for some much needed bonding with my unknown roommates. thats 6 days from now.

my words are cold and flat. you deserve more than that.

2005-06-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone."

galing galing naman.

my drinking buddy

2005-06-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

sayang naman.

2005-05-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i was watching mtv in my room and i said to myself, ang ganda ng VJ na to ah!

later that night, i watched the "a lot like love" premier in greenbelt with james and pepe. They had cocktails before the show. while i was eating sushi, i looked behind me and said, ang ganda ng GIRL na to ah!

thanks james and pepe!

in 2 weeks, im moving out. in a week, their school is going to start. i still havnt said my goodbye's.

i lost you to the summer wind

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10 messages for 10 people. its up to you to figure out who they are.

number one. you were the very first, and you should be proud of that. hahaha. because of you, im always prepared for anything. thank you.

number two. your the biggest reason why im really sad that im leaving for los banos in a month because i keep on thinking what we can be. even just as friends. im hating myself for not taking the VAAS seriously and for not accepting the offer to join the fencing team. im sad because your kinda pulling away and i cant seem to do anything about it.i want everuthing to be real.

number three. i never thought we'd be this close considering dati that we never really talked. tahnk you for being there.

number four. i dont know whats with the summer, nut i seem to miss you most during these times. i remember dati we'd see each other everyday. what happened huh? you did teach me a lot and im forever grateful to you. we should really catch up some time.

number four. i love it that we have this super low maintenance friendship. we could not talk to each other for months and still be the closest of friends when we see each other. your trully a friend for keeps.

number five. you definately are a princess. you guys should really try to work it out kasi your such a cute looking couple.

number six. you really do love her huh? im glad that nothing is going between the two of us. not even women. just hang on.

number seven. what happened to you man? you just suddenly disspeared. we really have to go out again sometime. im sure you have lots of kwentos and we still have lots of adventures ahead of us.

number seven. im sorry if im taking you forgranted. youve been there for me every step of the way. thank you, thank you.

number eight. ah, the three of you have been so great. misadventures everytime we get together. i cant believe were in college na and i wont be seeing you every day. we wont be cutting classes together anymore. damn. ingat ingat lang sa mga babae boys. dami pang iba diyan. at least ngayon hindi na tayo masasabihang mayabang dahil hindi natayo palagi magkasama eh. sad.

number nine. ang galing galing mo! saludo ako sayo.

number ten. you dont know how much youve influenced me as an individual. youve introduced me into a world i would have never known by myself. thanks for tolerating my childish behavior. wait, i was a kid back then. i can still remember the times when we'd talk about everything and you dont know how much i tressure that.

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You Are 19 Years Old

19 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.font>

What Age Do You Act?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

"chubby bunny"

2005-05-10T09:37:00.000+08:00

chubby bunny

one marshmallow
chubby bunny

two marshmallows
chubby bunny

three marshmallows
chuuuby buuunny

four marshmallows
chu-e unny

five marshmallows
u-e unny

6 marshmallows
bchuyn hycunh

grey areas

2005-05-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

i really dont have anything to write anymore. its either that or i have tons of things to write about and i just dont know where to start. for example, i got locked out of my own house today so i had to spend the whole day out of the house (doi! kaya nga locked out eh.) but the sad thing here is that i also forgot my wallet inseide the house so i ha zero money. the maid did not rrive until around 7 and i actually just got home after watching xXx and kingdom of heaven. im not much of a critic so i wont go into the details.

last night, i ordered a 10inch pizza from yellow cab and it took them an hour to deliver it. i told them to bring change for 500 but when the delivery guy arrived he didnt bring change for anything so i had him leave the pizza and go back to yellow cab to get some change then go back to my house so that i could pay them. im so mean.

i am trying to set up a regular poker night with a couple of my highschool friends. im planning to call it "thursday poker nights" or "poker night thirsday" or "thursday equals poker". what do you think?

thats my yesterday and today for you.

i went to uplb last tuesday to register. i got there around 730am and i lined up immediately to get the medical check up permit immediately. i spent around 3 hours getting my weight, height, vision tested and my teeth and my entire body checked up. i had my xray before going to up so that saved me an hour or so. i spent another 3 hours lining up to submit all the requirements, filling up a form, having that form checked, paying for the semester and getting my classcards. i spent another 2 hours lining up to get my picture taken. during all of these, i talked to everysingle person who stood beside but i forgot most of their names so i decided to name them myself.

theres the man kid. he looked like he was 18, though i was taller than him, but he was just 14 years old.
there was the shaina fan.
the dancing man.
the unbelievably-trying-hard-to-be-witty person.
the girl who had the face of a 11 year old but the body of a 18 year old and the height of a 10 year old.

the rest were just pretty regular. i found out that it is next to impossible to find a chinita girl in los banos.

2005-04-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

summer break.

2005-04-19T14:06:00.000+08:00

i just finishe eating my words and im now washing it down with soap. im sorry.

"Why does my mom dislike mos of them??? I just cannot get it. You, on the other hand she somehow approved but what did you do huh??? Fuck this!!! If I have known better, I wish that I just NEVER met you. It is hard not be bitter because I loved you. I loved you to a point that I can lie to my parents again just to be with you... I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All I ever wanted was to be with you..."

so what now? its plain to see were over. i hate when things are over when so much is left undone. breakfast at tiffany's

2005-04-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

i thought i fell in love the other day with an old friend of mine. i was running kisses down every inch of her spine. we had the roof down. the sun came shining in. the black fact is, i was thinking of you.

i slept in the sun the other day. i thought i was fine. everything seemed perfect, till i had you in my mind. i tried to love you. i did all i could. i wish that the bad now finally turned into good.

if i could kiss you now. i'd kiss you now again and again 'till i dont know where i begin and where you end.

where you end by moby

2005-04-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

i am one cd closer to completing my hed kanidi cd collection. bwaha.

excited.

i never liked this apple much

2005-04-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

what does the butterfly effect and in good company have in common?

they both show college students living in a dorm that has only two people living in it. they paint the room in their favorite colors, they have their own beds, they even have bed side tables and lamp shades. theres space for beanbags and a couch. theres even a rug and curtains. its like an apartment really, or a flat. its freedom, with a few of bendable rules. its perfect right? no, not really.

theres something even better. promise

thanks to my parents, imstaying in the best dorm there is inside the UP campus. its called the "new dorm" or ND for short. contrary to its name, its actually 5 years old already. i wonder how old are their middle aged dorms/ hmmm.

imagine 6 guys from different walks of life sharing one room. instant chemistry! i cant believe they dont do this in the states. the room isnt aircondotioned of course! ceiling fans would definately do the cooling job even better but when i visited the room, all i saw in the ceiling were lights. how lucky can 6 guys get?! wait, theres more! theres at least 5 rooms in a wing of the building and all the 30 freshmen who live in that wing have to share 1 bathroom. isnt that such a blessing? wow.

to top it all off, you have to be inside the dormitory by 10pm or else youd be sleeping outside with all the manananggals and enkantos and kapres.

its heaven i tell you.

scared of the world outside, we should go exploring.

2005-04-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

what happens when you put together 10 graduates, let them live in a house without adults then you let them drink empy, tequilla, gin, and beer. while drinking you either let them play nba live or let them sing their hearts out the whole night. you do this until 7am and then repeat that again the next night.

waiting in vain.

still waiting...

lets try a different pose but were still waiting.

what a buch of losers. somebody save us!

i guess thats a pretty good example.

thanks dude. happy birthday!

2005-04-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

i just got home from a day in UP los Banos and, its pretty nice way out there where the smog isnt really smog because its a fog and big trees are a more common sight than traffic lights. i have to say, i am falling in love with the campus. all the trees and the grass and the trees! oh man. the trees!

anyway, its official. i am spending my first year in UP Los BaNos and somehow, i dont feel too bad about it. im still going to be home on weekends, i hope, so that means i still get to party. im good with that.

going to LB would bring about a lot of changes. For example, in a couple of months, me saying "im going out of town" would actaully mean going back to the city. weird huh? hehe.

i saw a couple of dormitories and i tell you, for 1800 bukcs you share a room smaller that our maids room with a complete stranger and you get a great privilage of sharing a bathroom with 5 other strangers. isnt that a good deal??

UP has a weird way of naming their dorms. there was this one place named "new forrestry residence hall" which the local folks call "newforeha". the weird thing here is that my tita, who is now in her late thirties stayed in this dorm when she studied for a year in LB so that means its at least more than a decade old. smart people up there in LB right? haha.

exciting!

i crush you

2005-03-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

it is indubitable that i am infatuated with you.

beautiful. sweet. perfect.
i'd never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it.

2005-03-22T09:18:00.000+08:00

a graduating high schoolers blog wouldnt be complete without an emotional entry about graduation. here's mine.

during graduation, while we were singing the graduation song and the alma mater song for the last time as a batch, i was teary-eyed.

sa wakas. natapos narin ang isang yugto ng aking makulay na buhay.

its been four long, hardly-working years and i cant believe its over.

thats about as emotional as it gets. haha.

i never really said goodbye to my friends because i know i' be spending the rest of my life with them.

looking forward to the good times.

2005-03-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

the other day, my classmate dropped me off sa shell somewhere in c5. i was waiting for a jeep. something really weird happened.

i was standing under the overpass when this white corolla pulled in fron of me. the back door opened. oh god! im going to get kidnapped. the front window starts to open. oh man! this is the end. im dead. two 30 something girls stare at me from inside the car.

2 girls: uy! gusto mo pumasok sa loob?
a guy: huh? ako?
2 girls: oo. sakay ka na.
a guy: um..
2 girls: bilisan mo.
a guy: may hinihintay ako eh. sorry.

they close the door and drive away. hahahaha. phew!

2005-02-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

woodrose prom last saturday.

the food was, umm, osterized lobster and burnt peanut brittle. 'nuff said.

how fun was it?

i went home around 4am. i was sitting beside the toilet and i threw up and i think i swollowed it back. you decide on how much fun i had. hahaha.

safe sex is smart sex. i dont know why i put that there.

2005-02-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

naranasan niyo ba nung bata kayo na maglaro laro sa kalye?

umaga pa lang, lumalabas na ako ng bahay, basa pa yung buhok ko, tapos tatakbo na ako papunta sa mga bahay ng mga kalaro ko.

hindi pa nga uso yung pag gamit ng telepono noon eh. tatayo lang ako sa labas ng bahay nila at isisigaw ko lang yung pangalan nila. Anthony! Rey! john-john! mac-mac! pagkatapos ko tawagin yung isa, sabay na kami pupunta sa bahay ng iba pa naming kalaro at isa isa namin sila susunduin. padami kami ng padami at palakas din ng palakas ang aming mga sigaw. pag kumpleto na kami lahat, ayun! gutom nalang ang magpapauwi saamin.

noong una, patinetero lang at tumbang preso. napalitan ito nang habulan at tagu-taguan. biglang nauso yung agawang base. BBBAAASSSEEE! tapos niyan, nauso na yung rollerblades! gamit na gamit ko yun. isang lingo pa nga lang yata upod na yng brakes nun sa likod eh. syempre nalakihan ko na din yung rollerblades ko so lumipat na ako ngayong sa bike. BMX pa lang masyang masaya na ako nun, eh nung nagkaroon ng mountain bike yung isa kong kalaro syempre nagpabili din ako diba? nung nagka mountain bike na ako, kung saan saan na ako umabot. vroom! vroom! nakapag bike na yata ako sa lahat ng bakenteng lupa sa aming village eh! natatandaan ko dati, paboritong paborito ko yung dumadaan sa mga tambak ng buhangin at bato pag merong ginagawang bahay. parang off-road talaga!

pagdating ng alas-dose, kung sinong nanay ang unang tumawag saamin, doon kami kakain. konting ulam at isang damukal na kanin. hindi ko nga lama kung bakit ako hindi tumataba eh.

pagkatapos kumain, hindi kami kaagad makalabas ng bahay kasi baka daw magka- appendicitis kami so nandun lang kami sa sala, pinaglalaruan sila GI Joe, Batman, Superman, Ninja Turtles at kung ano ano pa.

pagdating ng alas quatro, pag hindi na masyado maiinit ang araw at tulog na ang mga matatanda sa bahay, lalabas na kami. magsisiakyatan na kami ng mga puno at kung kani kaninong bakod. kakain na kami ng santol at mangga. swertehan nalang kung hinog na yung makuha mo o hindi. gagawin namin yan hanggang mawala na ang araw.

bago kami magsiuwian, uupo muna kami sa side walk, madumi, sugat sugat, madungis, pero nakangiti parin. pinag uusapan pa namin lahat ng ginawa namin. tawanan. bolahan. asaran. minsan, pumapatay kami ng mga lamok na nag sisiliparan sa taas ng ulo namin. naranasan niyo na ba yun? clap! clap! clap! mamaya maya, maririnig na namin ang mga sigaw ng maid o nanay namin. pj! anthony! rey! john john! mac mac! sabay sabay kaming naghihiwalay, papasok sa bahay, maliligo, kakain, manonood ng TV, at mahihiga sa kama.

basta walang pasok, ganito kami araw araw. walang iwanan. Anthony! Rey! john-john! mac-mac!

2005-02-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

me: miss, miss, umm.. anong colors yung i-mimix mo to get brown?
sales lady: ay alam ko yan, ginawa ko yan nung isang araw eh, um nag lagay ako ng white tapos, ano nga yun... ah! black. white at black.

no comment.

shout out. even though i dont like it, im going to hold back now but i do still feel the same way. i think. oh man, this is going to be hard.

i dont know what im looking for, i just know its not here anymore

2005-02-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

and away to

Los BaNos

2005-02-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

if you were my friend and theres this girl that we both really like but you got to her first, then id stop flirting with her na. i think thats like an unwriten guy rule or something.

its just not right.

2005-02-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

today was the most summer-like day of the entire schoolyear. i wasnt thinkin about school. i was in and out of sleep. i went to dlsu. she spent more than a hundred bucks in calls but it was all good. it was like review class all over again. thank you thank you!

o kay tagal kitang mamahalin

we have 3 regular uninterupted academic days left this school year and its just wonderful! i can afford to sleep in class na kasi the teachers arent really teaching anymore. thank you thank you!

pagewang gewang sa greenhills. nakaupo sa walls. walang laman yung wallet. check-it, thats hot. flirting with the manager. stolen. seven elleven free refills. garage. calling trips. maabong bituin. wet shorts. boy bigaon. thank you thank you!

amoy chico na ako, ilang tagay na hindi parin tulog

valentines day in gateway. 3 guys wearing red. then the guard said: "valentines na valentines kayo sir ah!" super losers ah. thank you thank you!

di na katulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali

we have one last tournament left and im officially done training. kahit na gaano ka-kups ng couach namin, im still going to miss the guy. thank you thank you!

huling taon na natin to, magkikita pa ba tayo pare ko?

2005-02-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

here i am again.

the past few weeks, i :

have done more for scope than for the badminton club which i am the president of. galeng pj! i have gone through all of the fourth year and some second year classes to promote scope's talent show, 30 Seconds to fame and have taken pictures for the yearbook of at least 19 clubs. the funny thing here is that im not even a member of scope. galeng pj!

have been training "hard" to prepare for 3 tournaments. "tarining hard" includes the trips to seven elleven and the tambays in the garage all before training starts and "bolahan" sessions in the garage again after training.

defeated jobet and toby and justin and jj but in doubles lang. (theyre all really good badminton people)

have never been defeated by an atenean in badminton. yabang! that has to be some kind of a record or something.

met chelsea, nestea, and razzle. winkwink.

failed in the math and cl and filipino exams but passed all the others.

have seen and heard all the grad song finalists and i dont like the song that one. would you like to rak on! during our graduation ceremony? no!

have been thinking more and more of the 3 weeks of school left and im going to miss my team the most. i dont know what id do when i go home and the sun is still up.

interviewed the couples jonathan and victoria, and lori and bolo. dont believe me? wanna bet on it? haha. playboy is really popular with the girls and they do have sex during the mandatory rest periods. when we asked jonathan and victoria who was going to win the race, they said, "were strong supporters of chris and jon". gives you something to think about.

played counter strike again. im a bit rusty but who cares?!

didnt change.

panahon na natin lumipad, makatapos ang isang taong makulay.

2005-01-21T08:29:00.000+08:00

its just not right

See what Care Bear you are.

our exams are done and yes they were kinda ok, i think. i have discovered that i can survuve a whole quarter without a single notebook. is that good or bad?

my parents tok the camera with them to bagiuo so i cant bring it on sat but they left the whole house with me. hahaha.

so how do you add music here? please enlighten me.

2005-01-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

ive been thinking, what if i had a girlfrien right now? then i wouldnt be writting this because we would be out together. i wouldnt be training on fridays beacuase we would be out togother. i wouldnt be able to ride the mrt with james going to glorrieta beacuse we would be out together. i wouldnt be able to go out with greg and dre on valentines day because we would be out together.

like a thousand guys before me, i was under her spell.

more pictures after the exam.

i think i need glasses

2005-01-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

beach house by hed kandi

i'll rise

safe

heaven

behind

ever after

happy

flower power

shining

cant get enough

tell me about it

the rest of me

i cant believe i got tired of my sun sim. haha.

the EK experience

2005-01-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

back of the bus

semi-honors.

spot!

atat

what am i doing here?

im shaking

big smiles

you have to try this.

pasimpleng akbay

swan lake

wheel of fortune.. oopsie.

Rialto exposed

log jam.

8 more please

the far away look

lost boys

kinky

im not that innocent

pole dancers

pang starstruck.

can you tell me how to get to sesame street?

a tribute to michael tan

a tribute to andre suarez

a tribute to cholo sanchez

a tribute to jeff ocampo

a tribute to james gabrillio

a tribute to marc tarronas

woopsie-daisies

PJ IS A SELL OUT!

2005-01-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

haha

message me for my sun number. thanks

... oh the shame. hehe

randomness of a school night

2005-01-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

we have school na tom. i cant wait to sleep in my seat again, eat dried green peas, get food from jake and watch my seatmate text his girlfriend. haha

dani just cant replace her. haaay. but! crush ko parin siya. hehe

i want to be featured in enjoycai's blog. haha. i dont know the guy but whatever. haha.

i think jan has a boyfriend or whatever na. ay nako pj! mahinang klase ka pala eh! tsk tsk tsk.

i was drinking milk kanina tapos i realized i put too much powder in it kaya parang i was eating it na, and it tastes good so i made two glasses pa. haha.

i have been eating salad for breakfast the past few days. breakfast of champions!

i think i want a girlfriend pero i am definite that after a day of being together, ayoko na. haha.

im getting another sun sim tom and i dont know what to do with my first one. hehe. thanks tina!

sana i pass ateneo para i have two schools na. hehe pero gusto ko parin maging iskolar ng bayan!

i need to talk to pare.

sweetie, i want to talk again. hehe. sana open line yung phone ko.

mica hangover.

gusto ko na mag ncr meet para kumita na ako. hehe.

i miss my team mates and i miss training. ok i cant believe i just said that. oh man may training na bukas.

kitchie nadal is a lesbian. sana the grade fourkids dont find out about it. hehe.

im painting my 2nd room in three different colors. white, olive green, and terracota (spelling?). i told my mom that i should paint it myself para mas ok.

i want a family computer plus 100++ games in one na bala. meron yata sa cinderella sa megamall.

i want to buy the loveactually book/script thingy. sino gusto mag share? hehe

i am adicted to this ryan cayabyab cd. limang dipang tao and da coconut nut and tuwing umuulan at kapiling ka.

this cd ripper thing is cool! haha

with all of my friends preparing for their proms and balls i got to think of my own. hmmm. stag or date? please leave a comment or a message or anything. si aida o si lorna o si faye? hahaha.

mixed emotions

2005-01-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

ive read the blog upt o december24 i think. pretty emotional and sensitive stuff. so hes the guy that was with you when we met in seatle's best. he really loves you huh? at least your in good hands

i cant help but feel a little envious when i pictured you together but its all good.

breath in, breath out, its almost over now.

january 2

2005-01-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

i just got back from punta fuego yesterday afternoon.

first things first. hmm, i didnt see sam there and i didnt have any escapades. haaay. hehe. it was kinda boring kasi it was cloudy the whole time we were there so i spient most of the time sa house in the roof deck.

around 5 in the afternoon, i would take the scooter and leave the house to watch the sunset in this amazing place. if im not going to get married in bali or boracay or in spain or in brazil, id definately have my wedding there. na-visualize ko na nga eh but i wont go into details here. haha.

the beach club was closed so walang tao dun sa infinity pool. i was just seating there when this 20-something girl arrives and sits down in one of the benches beside me. i looked at her and she looked at me tapos we looked at each other really long tapos i left na. haha.

god really is good to me. i was finally able to watch the last two episodes of sex and the city last night. oh man. it got me all emotional and stuff.

without a doubt, before sunset is the best movie ever ever! haha.

the new year wasnt really that big of a deal this time around. around 11pm, my parents and my tita and tito were watching a dvd nalang andi was sitting in my room staring at the moon and drinking mudshake. we were supposed to watch the fireworks display sa clubhouse but i fell asleep mga 11.30 and nobody woke me up so ewan ko na kung natuloy sila.

sorry dun sa mga nag greet at hindi ko na-greet back. hehe.

i never forgot you tina. hehe.

year-ender survey

2004-12-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
this is something id like to keep private nalang. gusto niyo ng ilaw? haha

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i never make new years' resolutions so i cant really keep them right?

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
i had friends who almost had babies which was really scary. and i have a new cousin! yey.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nope.

5. What countries did you visit?
nope.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
a girlfriend? haha nah. a car nalang. hehe

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
nothing in particular. its more like events kasi eh. definately my short stint as a varsity member and captain. hehe

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
developing new relationships? haha.

9. What was your biggest failure?
getting a 78 in friggin english! haha

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i had an operation to get a lymph node removed and then there was a time i injured my back so i had to go through therapy which was kinda fun. hehe

11. What was the best thing you bought?
nothing in particular.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
my teammates and barkada.

13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
id rather not mention this. hehe

14. Where did most of your money go?
food i guess. its hard not to eat during tournaments kasi eh. and parties. haay..

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
going to summer review class and playing cards with the people in front of me? hehe. badminton i guess.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
nothing in particular.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter! haha oh yeah!
iii. richer or poorer? bankrupt.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
prioritized my time. how general. hah

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
nothing!

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent the eve with my dads side tapos the day itself with my moms side.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i dont think so.

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favourite TV program?
i usually just sleep sa house.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope.

26. What was the best book you read?
i forgot na but ist definately not the da vinci code. haha

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
that i can now operate a mixing board. haha

28. What did you want and get?
everything

29. What did you want and not get?
nothing.

30. Favorite film of this year?
a cinderella story. haha

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17. we just ate out.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a girlfriend? haha. its was perfect the way it is already.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
lazy.

34. What kept you sane?
sleep.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hillary duff and the lohan girl.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
presidential elections.

37. Who did you miss?
lei, sam, and that anonymous dance partner.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
princess.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
its more like a reminder. god has complete control of everything.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year Happy.
its not from a song eh.
with really special people, something else happens underneath all the sharing of true-life anecdotes and stories. of course, usually thats just flirting. but once in a while, its something else: a real connection, a rapport. its hard to define without sounding like a sap. it's just that there are people who almost convince you that the concept of soulmates isnt as hokey pokey or ridiculously new age as it sounds.

today is the day before the day before christmas

2004-12-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

heres a trivia question, how do you know if your dad is getting older?

5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1..

he prefers to listen to the AM radio. diba diba? hehe

so the other night we were in the car to go to greenhills to drop of some stuff and my dad was listening to one of those boring christian stations. as you all know, im a christian but the radio preacher is just not my thing. anyway, i wasnt paying attention at first but after some time of sitting and watching the police traffic guy not let our lane move, i decided that listening to the radio preacher guy was better that cursing the police traffic man.

the radio preacher guy was talking about christmas. he was talking about how we always forget about what christmas is realy about. yes yes i know. palagi nalang ganito sinasabi diba? but its true. when your infront of the christmas tree, you dont think about jesus becoming human and dying for oursins, all you think about are the gifts under the tree and how many of them are your. i admit i am guilty of this.

then the radio preacher guy said that it really was hard to feel the christmas spirit this year with the death of hundreds of people during the recent typhoon in the back of our minds, or have we forgotten already? then comes the death of fpj and kc. who could think about christmas right?

then the radio preacher guy said, it shouldnt be called christmas anymore but crisis-mas. corny but true. how can we celebrate christmas when all we hear about are funerals and death and attempts to overthrow the precidency. how can we enjoy eating queso de bola, lechon, turkey or ham when we know that hundreds of or country men are left homeless and are spending their christmas in overcrowded gyms and eating corned beef, spam or sardinas or their noche buena. its imposible.

i was distracted from the radio when this old lady pressed her face on my window and extended he shaking hand. she wore an old dress, it was like the ones we used for basahan at home, and she had no slippers. normally we would dismiss them by tapping on the window and moving my head left and right since we knew that they were just being used by someevil person but i was suprised when my dad opened the window and gave her what i think was a hudred peso bill.

i felt a tingling sensation in my arms when it happened. the smile on the ale's face could could inspire hundreds to change. the sparkle in her eyes was far brighter than the christmas lights displayed in the san miguel corporation compound. if only you saw it.

our lane was finally allowed to cross the intersection by the mean traffic police man. we were off to greenhills and then to podium to do a little christmas shopping.

in that intersection, we left the old lady sitting on the sidewalk but i took her smile with me.

ang drama. hehe

friends with a twist

2004-12-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Some of the most interesting friendships are between people who are attracted to each other but can't act on it. - luke wilson

2004-12-21T09:34:00.000+08:00

A - Age: 17
B - Band listening to right now: none
C - Career: girls? haha nope. badminton? hindi rin.
D - Drink or smoke: id go with the drinking kahit na may brain cels are being killed. hehe.
E - Easiest person/s to talk to: friends and barkada and teammates.
F - Favorite song/s at the moment: kisses
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: they both taste the same naman eh.
H - Have you ever had a boy/girlfriend?: not to my knowledge. hehe.
J - Junk food you like: yakisoba.
K - Kids: i love kids! pero pag cute lag, haha!
L - Longest car ride ever: from sanfrancisco to LA. mga 6 hours yata yun or more.
M - My favorite Sports: badminton
N - Number of siblings: zero.
O - One wish you have?: for more wishes? queso de bola spread.
P - Phobias: ipis! ewwww!
Q - Favorite Quote: malayo na ang ating narating, malayo pa ang dapat lakbayin
R - Reason to smile: aica? hehe. friends nalang.
S- Song: no ordinary morning
T- Time you woke up: 9am
U - Unknown fact about u: im a homeboy. hehe.
V- Vegetable/fruit you hate: ampalaya and chico
W - Worst habit: procrastinating
X - X-rays you've had: chest lang
Y- Yummy food/s: lechon paksiw, chicharon bulaklak, yang chow fried rice.
Z - Zodiac sign: i have no idea.

i have an idea how we'll meet! sa UP na lang pag nag aaral na tayo dun! haha. how i wish.

2004-12-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

the only thing in my christmas wish list right now is queso de bola spread. get me on! pero pwede din two! hehe labo.

my legs hurt from doing squats with jeff *cough*160pounds*cough* on my shoulders. my pata is so strong! haha. ok you didnt need to read that. my blog is so informative haha.

i was in the ood to post something kanina pero nawala eh.

gusto ko mag inihaw. winkwink.

have you ever?

2004-12-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

lived without a cellphone for a month?
yeah when i was in grade 4 or 5 i think. the longest time i couldn use my mobile siguro was about 3 weeks kasi na cut yung line ko tapos ayaw bayaran ng parents ko dahil sobrang taa so i had to save up for it myself. hirap pare!

cried in front of your classmates?
when we had our retreat pero it was really dark then so i thinks nobody saw me.

smoked in the CR?
i never smoke.

gotten drunk?
nope. but i was really really tipsy once. hehe

skipped class?
yeah! pero lahat naman either alam ng parents ko or sanctioned ng school like when i go pullued out for the intrams ng 1st-3rd year to "line judge" sa badminton games but all we really did was hang out sa football field.

hosted an event?
yeah and it was not pretty. haha.

eaten bugs?
nope but id do it for 50,000 dollars though. hehe

lied on the grass?
yup. after that my body i was all itchy and stuff. argh!

kissed a complete stranger?
haha. boy speedboat. winkwink.

sent a message to the wrong person intentionally?
puro accident. the last time it happened gusto ko na magpakamatay. sorry dani!

killed someone?
nope.

consumed a 300 load in a week?
when i was still using a prepaid sim i consumed 300 pesos worth of laod in 2 days. the good thing about prepaid is hindi nalalaman ng parents mo yung usage mo nung phone. i miss those days.

blamed someone for nothing?
nope

talked on the phone just to say goodnight?
yeah pero sa cell phone.

talked to your pc?
when im lonely and theres no one to talk to.. haha. not!

hidden a chocolate from somebody?
always.

slept in the bathroom?
yeah everyday before i take a bath for school. yawn.

hugged a guy/girl who's not part of your family?
sino bang hindi pa diba?

lied to your mother?
yup.

watched the american pie trilogy?
haha yes! i even watched the scary movie trilogy straight.

fell from your bed?
now hindi na but when i was a kid it always happened. haha.

kissed yourself in the mirror?
nope but i know someone who does. hehe

forgotten your birthday?
nope.

kicked a shuttlecock?
when im too tamad to pick it up. or when we try to play sipa pag walang magawa sa training.

flooded the bulletin board?
a couple of times for the "vote for aica" thing. hehe

sent a question for friendster staff?
nope

cried over spilled milk?
huh?? probably when i was young hahaha. who doesnt ba? syempre pagnatapon yun di sayang tapos maiisip mo yung mga flood victims na walang makain at mainom tapos maaawa ka tapos your going to cry diba? hahahaha pero seriously, its sad.

oh darn!

2004-12-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

i just came from a soiree and no, i didnt meet the girl of my dreams there. better luck next time pj. hahaha.

thanks kriz for the movie! *pj sing the happy birthday song* national treasure was a good but not good enough for an oscar. hehe

getting a jeep or any kind of PUV in shaw around 6:30pm is impossible. sabit sabit. hehe

what a school day should be

2004-12-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

for the second time, i spent the whole day in the football field watching football games. i think theres going to be a third. haha

we dont have class tom! yipee! if i get pulled out again for the second year intrams on friday, im going to have 2 academic days left. haha. fun fun!

i think were going to have another soiree and i also think i have to go na to this one kasi i havent gone to any of the past soirees. wheres your class spirit pj? hahaha. nakakahiya naman sa mga nag oorganize diba?

its christmas time na and i still dont have money for gifts and stuff. i dont like this.

my coach said kanina that he might cancel our ranking sa team this coming week end. that means im number three na sa team until the ncr meet. oh joy! haha. i can imagine the money in my wallet already. haha

in real life, i would go straight to heaven

2004-12-04T09:37:00.000+08:00

para kay tiya fely to

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test

Purgatory
You have escaped damnation and made it to Purgatory, a place where the dew of repentance washes off the stain of sin and girds the spirit with humility. Through contrition, confession, and satisfaction by works of righteousness, you must make your way up the mountain. As the sins are cleansed from your soul, you will be illuminated by the Sun of Divine Grace, and you will join other souls, smiling and happy, upon the summit of this mountain. Before long you will know the joys of Paradise as you ascend to the ethereal realm of Heaven.

nostalgia

2004-12-04T09:19:00.000+08:00

i spent the whole afternoon yesterday in megamall since my parents had this bazaar there.

not much has changed since i my gradeschool tambay days there. see, we had a clothes store there when i was in grade school pa but we had to close it down for finacial reasons. anyway, i used to hang out sa megamall everyday after class. kilala ko na nga lahat ng sales girl dun dati eh. i would go ice skating at least once a week or id hang out sa cinderella in their computer games section and play there the whole afternoon. hehe. those were the days right?

i passed by cinderella yesterday tapos it still hasnt changed. they had the computer games place where it was 4 or 5 years ago pero the weird thing was, they didnt sell ps2 games or pc games, but they still carry family computer and sega games and consoles. haha. now i know where to buy one kasi ive been wanting to buy a family computer again for so long na.

after cinderella, i passed by the ice skating rink tapos, whoah! nag ssnow na! haha astig! they had this foam machine on top of the rink that made this snow like stuff. haha. skating in a winter wonderland... haha.

after the skating rink, i went to toy kingdom! i remember nung bagong bukas to dati every time i went to megamall id go here. sobrang daming tao! the set up was still the same pero the toys were different na (natural diba? unlike cinderella haha.) when i was young, yung mga racks sa left side of the store were filled ith action figures. i used to spend hours just looking at them tapos dati sobrang expensive pa nila. nayon ang meron nalang nila an action figure ay lord of the rings, some marvel characters and spiderman. and lahat sila P399 nalang. haha sana bata apa ko now hehe.

the spider man action figures were cool. all of them were fully posable tapos my favorite one there had this magnet thingis sa feet kaya pwede siya nakadikit sa metal surfaces. haha astig diba?

what replaced action figures? toy cars. grabe ang dami! there wer remote controled ones and yung mga pang display lang. there was this one RC na that was super cool! it was a escalade ttype car na white that had skirts and was lowered. it had chrome rims tapos it was the type nawould keep on spinning kahit naka stop yung car.. cool! tapos when you look inside, naka set up pa yung sound system. sheesh.

meron pang iba pero tinatamad na ako eh.

hot chick

2004-12-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

my newest cousin hehe.

virgin episode

2004-12-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

1. FIRST name: Paolo Jose. im a telenovela star waiting to be discovered haha.

2. FIRST letter ng name ng crush mo: ok this is a long list: A B C D E H I J L M P R S T Y.

3. FIRST thing na ginawa mo ng magising ka: scratch my.. legs kasi may kagat ng lamok. haha

4. FIRST thing na inisip mo ng magising ka: "nasan na yung kumot ko?"

5. FIRST na tao na inisip mo [paggising]: si gello. ginising ako ng text niya saying na wala daw classes

6. FIRST na sinabi mo ng magising ka: shoot! hindi naka silent phone ko!

7. FIRST [song] na narinig mo ng magising ka: message in a bottle

8. FIRST na hinawakan mo ng magising ka: legs ko nga (see 3)

9. FIRST school na pinasukan mo: creative learning school. it used to be beside brent near st.paul. ang dami kong friends ngayon an they say na we used to be classmates there but i really cant remember anyone. hehe

10. FIRST crush mo: the korean girl.

11. ilang taon ka nang magkaroon ng FIRSTcrush: i was in CASA in obmc

12. FIRST love mo: haha, i dont know if i ever fell in love but my biggest crush ever was sam and that was when i was in gradeschool.

13. FIRST thing na tinitingnan mo sa guy/girL: the face tapos her smile.

14. FIRST thing na hinahanap mo sa guy/girL: yung type na pag tinanong mo ng "whatsup" or "kamusta na" ang answer niya is something longer than "nothing much" or "ok lang" hahaha.

15. FIRST thing na nagustuhan mo sa crush mo: the face i guess but the body helps din haha.

16. FIRST thing na nakakaturn-off para sayo saguy/girL:

17. FIRST thing na gusto mo sa isang tao: someone who can carry a good conversation kahit na you really dont know anything about each other.

18. FIRST thing na ayaw mo sa isang tao: yung maarte mag salita

19. FIRST thing na gusto mo sa sarili mo: works well under pressure.. i think.

20. FIRST thing na ayaw mo sa sarili mo: tamad and i get freaked out easilly.

guilt trip

2004-12-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

have yous seen the news about the floods in quezon?

super typhoon yoyongis about to hit the country and majority of the student population in la salle, including me, are praying that it hit us soon. here we are, in our cozy homes, wanting for this super storm to come and save us from our airconditioned classrooms while those in mindanao or bicol are dying because of flash floods and landslides.

the last body count was around 120 something and that was a day ago and that wasnt even a "super typhoon" aspagasa wants to call it.

so i ask myself, how many more should die so that i could wake up at 11am?

im all red

2004-11-30T19:57:00.001+08:00

sun burned? nah. sun kissed! hehe

it was our intrams today and i actually had fun kahit na we lost all our games sa soccer and sa volleyball. our basketball team won i think one gam against sectiona A but lost the next two games. darn. thats 850 down the drain haha. the only event na were still is in badminto who won both their games today. go pepe! go carlo!

theres something about playing soccer in the rain that gives you energy. haha. parang feel na feel mo na maglaro. suddenly, the pain in your feet goes away and the stitches in your stomach dissapears. biglang magaganda na yung kicks and passes mo. suddenly youre zidane dribbling the ball past defenders. suddenly youre beckham crossing the ball to your teamates with so much accuracy you could kill. suddenly your henry striking the ball from the midfield. haha. damn! sana i was good at this sport. haha.

i wanna watch the incredibles! so if anyone out there wants to watch it pa tell me. hehe

so it was raining the whole day yesterday and i spent the better part of the afternoon in starbucks beside chillis in greenhills. nothing beats a FREE hot cup of coffee durin a rainy afternoon. kulang nalang yosi! hahaha. i miss the coffee tambays and the cinzeo talks with the mt.

somebody give me a reason to ride the mrt. hehe. i miss riding the mrt. the wind in your hair (only pag walang aircon), another persons kilikili in your face, and a strangers BO in your nose. haha. you what the best part of riding the mrt is? being able to squeeze inside pag rush hour. yesss! and inserting your ticket sa machine hehe. wala lang.

kala ko i got it out of my system na pero hindipa pala. i have to stop saying fuck and start saying fudge again. tsk tsk pj.

its school again tomorrow. back to the sleep inducing classroom. back to IMDavids uber long lectures. back to ms.bongiad. oh mahn. haha. at least i have the EK fieldtrip to look forward to on thursday and the holiday next wednesday. cant wait! we have less than 10 days of school left. oh yeah!

does anyone know what a dame fortune and old man of crete is? i have to draw it for english tom. sheesh. tiya fely talaga.

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2004-11-30T19:57:00.000+08:00

you got to love highschool

2004-11-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

i watched alexander the other day and it was, umm, because of you was better. haha. and if you have plans to watch it, make sure you watch it in a cinema with soft seats and a big leg room para you can sleep better. hehe

i wathced a cindereall story again kanina hehe. oh man i love that movie! and im proud of it.haha. you cant watch this movie without having a favorite line and a scene so heres mine

favorite line: i can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel so alone, then i think of you. AND waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought.

favorite scene: the part where hillary duff is about to kiss the guy tapos a a drop of rain falls on the guys cheeks tapos it starts to rain.

o diba? hahaha

i havent partied in a long time and im suprised that i dont miss it. hehe

oh yeah, wed was great! i wish i we stayed longer sa promanade. my bad sorry. hehe

im a +1

2004-11-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

its a full moon tonight. now that you know, go outside and look at it!

i have a new chick! haha. ill post pictures here soon.

so yeah, ive been doing nothing but badminton the past week and it sucks. yup. medyo tinatamad na ako maglaro and i dont know why. probably because im graduating in a few months maybe because i cant hit the friggin ball with that squash racket argh. haha

it was the day of the getting of cards and the day ny parents would see the 78 in my card so i decided to go out to avoid spending time with them hehe. it was a spur of the moment thing so i didnt invite people na to go with me so i was alone. i was walking around tapos i saw one of the poster of heart.. whoah pretty pretty haha. then i had a bright idea! haha i decided to watch because of you... alone. haha the movie was so funny! haha yup, funny. there was a time na i was laughing so hard the people in the cinema looked at me na and "shhhh-ed" me. tapos did you know na there are love seats in the movie house in galle? cool! i was sitting in one of them tapos halos nakahiga na ako! babaw ko. hehe

i was alone watching a romantic movie and i was alone sitting on a love seat. how pathetic am i? loser! hehe

since we had no classes yesterday, we now have a 5 day weekend. but i spent yesterday and today sa house lang. but it was actually nice kasi i got to catch up on some sleep and football games.

we got our intrams jerseys nung wed. for 850 bucks, its not even a good enough uniform for santa's elves. tsk tsk.

oliver twist: the script was nice (syemre seatmate ko gumawa e hehe) but the actual play could have been better. the actors just couldnt carry the scenes. but most of the people say na the show where pepe performed was great. hats of to pepe!(actor/director/president/seatmate) "pepe pepe"

i guess thats all. im off to watch the notebook for the second time. im hooked. hehe

updates

2004-11-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

here goes.

one or two posts ago, i said na i lost in a game. well turns out, we won silver in the team event sa tobys. oh yeah hehe. the medal is so nice and shiny and silvery. hehe

exactly 5 days after the tobys tournament we had inter la salle naman which was the best. it was super fun since we got to hang out and play badminton in la salle while those who werent varsity team members studied and freezed their asses in the classrooms. haha. so the best part of inter la sale is winning right? we won gold in every event we entered in. i for one recieved 2 gold medals. one for the team event and one for the doubles. oh yeah!! tthe best part here is that since im the assistant tournament head and a player at the same time, i get free food and drinks! haha one for brunch, then for lunch then for merianda. cool right?

in the end la salle greenhills won gold in every sport except soccer who finished second and tabletennis who finnished third.

so last saturday i went to this reach out thing with the badminton club. we went to this place in las pinas where we had to paint houses and stuff. it was so cool! yung mga colors nila were like yellow, pink, light blue, peach, orange.. haha.. can you imagine that? it was like this one community tapos iba iba yung color ng houses. hehe

so la salle fed us the whole time (free food again!) kaya lang panis yata yung food na pinakain samin so after the reach out when i was home i was puking all over the place plus i had lbm pa! hay nako. ikaw na nga yung tutulong ikaw pa yung mapeperwisyo. hehe tapos it turns out, most of the people who went had food poisoning din. daaamn.

i found out the other day that i got a 91 in physics! hahaha coool! kaya lang i found out kanina na i got a line of 7 sa english! boooo! who gets a line of 7 there? ami stupid or what? i hate greek literature.

so thats pretty much my life the past few weeks. badminton and school and im not improving in any of the two.

*sunflower*

confused wittle boy

2004-11-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

its been quite some time ah.

i dont have time to write now but i promise ill update this.

i saw this mini pincher dog thingy tapos i remembered paws *sigh* what happened huh? all of a sudden im annoying na hehehe. no worriesü i cant understand. but i really do miss you.

and now im off to 10 kabanatas of el fili and a paper on the inferno. god help me. hehe

sana diyan na lang ako

the first poem

2004-11-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

I shed a tear today

Silently,

I felt it fall

You caught it

shared it

held it

felt it

then suddenly

it wasn't so big

after all

naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan

why get married if its open?

2004-10-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

in one of the most intense matches of the tournament, pj de villa was defeated by one of the rising stars from mcu. it was an uphill battle right from the start but still, pj pushed on managing to score 6 points in the first set and 10 points in the second. it was a devastating outcome for the crowd favorite de villa but there still is hope. la salle greenhills is currently ranked number one in the boys team tie and are scheduled to play against sleeping giants from san juan on friday. with jv garduce, jeff ocampo, raph hidalgo on his team , no force can stop their rampage to the top.

bigay todo, kasama pato.

pass muna ako

2004-10-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

saturday was very tiring *wink2*

my pare gave me the tastiest gift ever. hehe

Kahit isara mo ang puso mo, at subukan mong mag-isip, minsan, dun din lang magtatapos iyon. Ayokong magfeel kasi masakit. Kaya nag-iisip na lang ako. Pero ulan din lang ang kahihinatnan.

next time ulit

2004-10-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been pretty uneventfull. yes there still is school but tje plus thing is, you can now legally copy homework. yes i still train upto 7:30 in the evening but mondays wednesdays and fridays nalang. yes i still teach in the club every sat morning but im not going to teach tom.

right now, i cant see myself as a college student. can you?

most people are going to be so excited for whats going to happen tom but im not. i wonder why.

for the past week, i find it hard to just stay in one place. im so restless but im not hyper naman. there are times na i just get up from bed and walk around. walk aroun my room. walk around the sala. walk around the dining table. literal na circle. what do i think about? i dunno.. nothing. as in my brain is blank. minsan nga i just find myself staring at the wall eh. am i weird or what? whats wrong with me? hehe

i really cannot have a girlfriend now. hehe wala lang i just wanted to blurt that out. feeling ko hindi ko lang maaalagaan eh. hmmm.

people actually think that my real name is patricio jose. cool!

thanks aica for the wonderfull gift.

im going to post something more interesting next time.

she made everything seem beautiful

the day after

2004-10-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

its a friday night and im home. i love this.

after class, i was soo excited to train tapos when i opened my bag na to dress up, guess what, i forgot to bring shorts. dam! so just wore my pants. if thats not dedication i dont know what is haha

when you think about it, birthdays arent really that big of a deal. thanks everyone!

aica's magazine is out. cool!

i watched fung shui last week. all the people screaming in the cinema pulled it off plus the play-by-play comentary of the guy behind me was a winner. haha o yan lalabas na lalabas na. aaahh. pu*a nakakagulat yun ah. makikita mo yan dun sa may bintana. nako wag mo galawin yan patay ka. haha the best talaga sa megamall.

i think im getting the hang of ths cramming thing. haha. i never studied for tests and stuff sa house the whole week and so far ok pa naman. this is bad, very bad. jaypee gave me really really nice notes for the CL test earlier. thanks dud!

whenever i look back to the summer 2 years ago, i smile. it was all smiles, coffee houses, cinzeos, meetings, fundraisings, crying, lolipops, butterflies. im getting goosebumbs right now. haay.

think: dont you find it funny when they always want to still be friends after they rip your guts out.

i really have nothing to write about but i just really want to post.

i bet your hard to get over

goldie*lacks details

2004-09-30T16:54:00.000+08:00

animo la salle.

last minute tickets from lorenzo! cool!

it was like so like the bestest day of my whole life talaga. i think nga na its even more masaya than the parties i go to party to eh. you know i love to make punta to parties kasi eh so i think i know what im making kwento diba? trust me.

this whole araw was like the most mahabang day ever. i spent like the whol araw to make hanap for tickets for the la salle-feu game. grabe it was so hard. those who had tickets na were not making payag to give me their tickets even if i offerd to make bili it for 200 pesos! can you paniwala that? sheesh.

so i gave up na my search tapos when i was about to go home na, i heard my mobile ring! i even felt it because of the vibrator eh! it was argie! he was making hawak in his hands na daw an extra ticket! yey! so instead of going to galle to ride in the fx to go home, i went opposite galle, in edsa to ride a, what do you call this, a.. umm.. basta the thingies that those people sakay in to commute. its likethe big square coches that make lots of usok. i was so perspiring na nga eh.

i arrived in araneta after mga 20 minutes because i got down from the square car and made sakay sa train. i saw pa nga jomo, fil, tim and hoyumps there eh. ang cool diba?

argie told me over my mobile na we could kita each other sa entrance that is nasa harap of shopwise. grabe it was so init going there! tapos ang dami pang people! sobra!

so there, i saw argie na and he gave me na my ticket. so we entered tapos the ticket pala that lorenzo got for me was upper A box! wow!

we watched the whole game na we were nakatayo! it was so nakakapagod. pero i had lots of fun din! my voice is gone na nga eh from cheering so malakas and so matagal!

so there, we won! kahit na those feu guys were so maingay! nakakahurt ng ears!

yun, after the game we all went home na. tapos now im here typing instead of talking.

i so hate my voice going byebye.

pinawisan ako dun ah

zipeedidoo--day

2004-09-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

ok.

i cant believe my mom allowed me not to go to school today. i was expecting medyo kaylangan ko pa bola bolahin eh pero wala! astig.

i spent the whole morning sleeping because i tried to study for a trigo test that they we were supposed to have today. hehe

i was supposed to get my haircut na but tinamad nanaman ako! this is the longest hair ive hade for four years. yay.

mga 3:30 i left the house to go to la salle to train. daming nakakita sakin na classmates tapos they all had weird expressions when they saw me. uy! bakit ka nandito?! absent ka tapos magttraining ka?! hirap nung test sa math!

this is the third time ive done this.

found out na brown out pala sa fmac. nakampu!

tenten arrived and decided na we should still train despite the current lighting conditions. haha now i have done everything. imagine doing excersises in the dark for about an hour and thirty. suspense-filled! haha bigla nalang nawawala yung shuttle tapos biglang lalabas na lang siya sa tapat ng mukha mo! ouch.

now im home.

im tired.

pare is so sweet